Still not over blogging

So when I explain my problems in life to my friends and family, it always ends with "it's complicated." Do you know what? I'm so tired of the complications. I want everything to be easy. Do know what else makes things complicated? BOYS!

But I guess it's hard. I really want to please everyone, but in trying to please everyone, I tear myself up inside...

Here I am. I am going to try and start over with everything. Continue caring about others more than myself. Continue loving people and giving them the benefit of the doubt. Keeping my faith in the people I care about...